I'm really not, in less than half an hour I have to meet Merlin in the ante-chamber of the throne room and preparing myself for a night of meditation on my knees so I can have my Quest revealed to me. (I couldn't even get a time extension!)

Which, I'm sure sounds incredibly stupid and huge waste of time as well as uncomfortable as anything, but I'm actually sort of hoping that this might...I don't know, give me some sort of wisdom or something. Father told me over lunch that he'd never experienced such a sense of calmness while he was meditating for his Quest. (I'm sure Morgana wanted to recommend that he do it more often, personally, I think Father could use it.)

But...yes, hopefully by this time I'll be imbued with a sense of purpose and wisdom and all that so this isn't just some sort of...dangerous jaunt.

Because I'm quite sure Morgana will never let me hear the end of it and Guinevere will have worried for nothing.

Also...no-one better laugh at how I look...at least...not to my face.