Is going to insist on suddenly pulling me from my time, I might as well take advantagge of it. There's so many people there, one of them should be able to help me decided want to do. About my father.

I can hardly speak about this to anyone else, I mean I could...but it would be awkward and strange and unpleasant.

Right, now to think about what advice I've been given...there's quite a bit of it.