I don't really want to know the truth...

Just after I wrote in here previously, I ran in Morgana She was...strange...she seemed surprised to know I care! I always thought...it was kind of obvious? And then there was the whole thing about that day Morgause kidnapped Morgana. I don't understand any of it, it doesn't make sense, Morgana said Morgause saved her life. If that's true, well...we (Father and I) owe her. On the other hand she's a crazy bitch who tried to kill Guinevere and her brother and Morgana as well. Whatever good she might have done seems completely negated to me.


That...strange enchantment was still hanging over the castle today. The first person I ran into was Guinevere... which was...wonderful and horrible. Wonderful because, it's Guinevere! Horrible because I couldn't lie...at all, not through words, not through actions. And um...yeah...

On the upside, the guards are getting better?

Then I had to find Merlin and have words. I was perhaps harsh on him... could he have really done anything to stop Morgause? I don't know...but it certainly explains why they're not getting along anymore.

I think I could have done without running into Morgana again... I tried to cheer her up, but I'm not sure it worked...seeing as I had to tell the truth. I thought she'd be slightly more amused by the fact I still have a huge crush on her when I was thirteen - so embarrassing.

And now I fear that this enchantment, whatever it is, is driving me insane because the next person I saw...or thought I saw....

was...

I can't write about this...I don't want to write about this.

And maybe that means this ridiculous enchantment is finally over.

God I hope so.