And well...it wasn't as clear cut as the last few times I've been there...

Father is going to recover! I don't know how Gaius managed it, and I don't think I ever will, but he found an antidote.

But...well...I don't know...I went to that Nexus place, to ask about if I should have done more. With the woman I mean...who poisoned him in the first place. Incidentally...she's escaped, some of the 'better' guards are out searching for her, but it's been hours and hours now and I'll assume she's long gone. If she knows what's good for her however, she won't be coming back. I don't know if she was telling the truth about the creature, but if she was she would be executed for using magic and if it wasn't she'd be executed for high treason.

What bothers me and what the Nexus couldn't help me with was whether or not I was right not to order, to put it blunty, the woman to be tortured to extract information since she kept claiming she didn't know what posion it was. To be honest it didn't occur to me until some hours later that I could have ordered such thing at all. I pleaded with her better side, but I didn't think to do anything more.

Is that a sign of weakness? I don't know...I like to think I did the right thing, but would my father agree with me? I don't know...

And writing all this time hasn't done a thing to help me...bloody ridiculous waste of time...

If it wasn't so late I'd train, in fact, to Hell with it...I'll just go out. Otherwise I'll never get to sleep.